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pipe putdowns till failure

Everytime you get through an ok interaction, write it down so you remember

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JUST TRY CONSUMIGN POSITIVE CONTENT

you dont know its irrational delusion

>>22578
YOUR



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>>22578
no aria ?? cant use gedanboru without aria arians onlyplease. thanks can you contact the dan crew

>>22581
for my humble suggestion, i dont haeve a mouse so was not able to aria navigate without mouse and only tab key, it didnt tab through the dialogue boxes so i can understand the text,

>>22316
good post in my opinion, it just keeps wracking my head, initially i d thought pipe as in give but maybe also take ? or both or just one ? g / t ? a b = f(x0) = bc = 2 + 3 = 6

>>22576
Im thinking of doing something

>>22581
Wha ? ARIA i meant ARIA as in acessible rich internet sutie aria ari, i got one or two thoughts on it, its its Qwr

related to schizophrenia paranoia topic please help me Id appreciate anything

ive been struggling very badly emotionally for a very long time i dont know how to embolden myself to face life. scared and broken

How do i get through life when im pretty convinced:
- im not fit for work from too much anxiety/negative feelings
- on bad days doing anything feels very forced to me
- cant shake off this very deep fear and disgust for people. strangers. hate. I can barely hide it
- dont see a point in even trying because above

Not good to normal workplace dynamics. cant fit in. Leave me alone vibe
- super anxious and panicky around bad behaviour
- no one cares
- low effort
- often analysis paralysis and fear paralysis that renders me immobile - - strong feeling that im just supposed to die
- 30 and jobless for the nth time failed so many times already
- scared of everything guts pain attack from anxiety and fear
- crazy endless spiral of nothing
- I tried strong antidepressants for a while but they didnt work.
- Sometimes im idle for a while my thoughts spiral very quickly and I go crazy thinking this Is it

Any healthy positive "loser" mental gymnastics i can use to get day to day Thanks. and for resisting people

>>22777
forgot to add- Long string uint64 of retarded schizoposting. Gold medal no 1 medal

>>22777
Read the Tao Te Ching. Become one with 5,000 years of ancient Chinese wisdom.

>>22779
haha eat my shorts

>>22779
*looks up 5000 and Lao tzu* wait is that what you meant?

>>22781
>According to this calculation, Chinese civilization has a history of nearly 5,000 years since the time of the Yellow Emperor. (Source: Wikipedia article on 中华文明五千年)
It's kinda a Qing Dynasty (~1700s) meme.
>>22780
I'm trying to be helpful here even if I suck at it. There's a lot of passages on how to decenter yourself from your thoughts. It's natural to feel bad at times. It's also not a religion, I'm not trying to recruit anyone into a religion, I want to be very clear here. The religious parallel is Shenism but that's a whole different thing you can just ignore.

>>22783
is that you Jesse?

>- im not fit for work from too much anxiety/negative feelings
Search for a job, where you can perform with little or no triggers for your anxiety.
>- on bad days doing anything feels very forced to me
Try to get flexible hours. Then do more on good days, so you have a buffer for bad days or work shorter days altogether. As long as you can pay your bills, you are doing good.
>- cant shake off this very deep fear and disgust for people. strangers. hate. I can barely hide it
This one is tough. Find out what you hate about people and try to not just diminish them to these traits. Everyone has a shadow, but if the hate doesn't serve you, why focus on it?
>- dont see a point in even trying because above
When you are in a ditch, every way is a steep climb at first, but I learned that sometimes even minor changes can improve your position and outlook on life, like overhauling your living conditions, replacing a bad habit with a less bad one or doing something that is in contrast to your usual routine.

>- super anxious and panicky around bad behaviour
What is bad behaviour? I hate it when people get angry, even if it's justified. Gladly my colleagues are all chill.
>- often analysis paralysis and fear paralysis that renders me immobile - - strong feeling that im just supposed to die
When this happens, start doing something with your hands, like cleaning.
>- 30 and jobless for the nth time failed so many times already
Took me longer than this, but now I have a nice workplace. After a couple of experiences I now know what to watch out for + I got lucky.
>- I tried strong antidepressants for a while but they didnt work.
Antidepressants might help you to change your life for the better, but they can't fix all of your your problems, as with depression other pillars of life like security, independence, reliable connections and finances start to corrode. I stopped taking them and instead gave up on forcing myself into an ideal, that was way too different from who I am.

Unfortunately there is no one-fits-all solution, just plenty of time to try stuff and lots of perspectives to discover. Life isn't a one way track. It's a whole set of rails and you are constantly powersliding all over them. Some disappear over time, others pop in. It's always good to keep a couple in sight and look out for new ones, because there might not be a single one, that carries you all the way.

>>22784
I didn't know what you meant at first because I was high when I made that post and forgot that I did but yeah.

>>22786
I cant tell if this is lolcow milking shitposting or meta shitposting